I’ve been thinking a lot about my Big Goal and I’ve even come up with a decent timeline. It looks like I should be able to hit it in October/November of 2013. That assumes, of course, that I stick with this HELL YEAH way of going on and actually DO the things that I need to do to get to where I need to be. Ack.
Tools, I got. Time, I got. Ability, I got. It’s the stamina and willpower pieces that need some work. I know that once the willpower is in place, the stamina will happen too but I… just don’t know if I can do it. Argh.
Anyway, I’m being all vague and shit because it’s better for me to do things FOR MYOWNSELF and not because of or for anyone else. This Big Goal is going to be FOR ME, first and foremost, and then it will be a way to say “fuck you” to anyone who ever told me “no.”
Rawr. Venting. Organizing the thoughts. Looking for inspiration.