i went on a trip recently with my mom and she took a bunch of pictures. i just got them in the mail and i am not smiling in any of them, because when i “fake smile” i look like a fucking lunatic, and so i try to do a half smile, but the half never seems to show up on film. so now my mom has all these pictures of me looking like a bored bitch from our vacation because i didn’t want to look silly in the photos. i don’t know when i got this way – i think it was when i started performing/modeling and became hyperconscious of photographers. i wish i could just grin like jillian and not care.
i think that last one is priceless.
i went on a trip recently with my mom and she took a bunch of pictures. i just got them in the mail and i am not smiling in any of them, because when i “fake smile” i look like a fucking lunatic, and so i try to do a half smile, but the half never seems to show up on film. so now my mom has all these pictures of me looking like a bored bitch from our vacation because i didn’t want to look silly in the photos. i don’t know when i got this way – i think it was when i started performing/modeling and became hyperconscious of photographers. i wish i could just grin like jillian and not care.